If Egypt is the Motherland that maintains ancient spiritual alchemy and knowledge (mind), then Palenque, Mexico is the Motherland for the divine creative power (heart). We all have both mind and heart (feminine and masculine) within us, and both are vitally needed. When both are merged and balanced, we can tap into our divine, god given, creative flow which can be put to use in positive, holistic and supportive ways.

Sacred pilgrims throughout eons have worked to weave between various sacred sites on Earth, to bridge the heart and the mind within the highest frequencies possible. We are in a time and place now where this long journey of work will start to come together. We are feeling the shifting in every area or our lives; especially now in our hearts. We are now creating a space where we can redefine, realign and raise ourselves and untimely our world. What we do for ourselves does affect the collective consciousness. Old programs are being cleared at a lighting fast pace, and this is telling us that we are ready for total integration of the mind and the heart.

The divine heart (feminine) is all about CREATING, birth, rebirth, growth, change, shifting, transforming, letting go, new beginnings and our ability to grow spiritually. It is a sacred fire that burns away any energy that is out of alignment. It has no boundaries or structure and is as changeable as the wind. The divine feminine harnesses the power of transformation, creative wisdom, and an innate fearlessness of the unknown. For me Palenque, Mexico has always been ground zero for these energies.

The divine mind (masculine) is all about MANIFESTING, structure, foundations, knowledge, wisdom, tradition, anchoring and stability. It is a structure, a sacred temple if you will, that can contain the mighty creative power of the divine heart; the holy of holies. It is the force in which things are built but are also greatly protected. For me, Egypt is my ground zero for these energies.

In most of our recorded history, the divine mind (masculine) and the divine heart (feminine) has been out of balance. But we already knew this. Yes? So what can we do today to begin to bring theses to vital forces back into balance in each of us.

Creation is has nothing to do with being in control. A mother who is carrying a child has little control over her body. She has little control in the birthing process as well. A mother loses control of her personal life while caring for a child and loses any influence over her creation once the child has grown to maturity. Creation (the divine feminine principle) is the polar opposite of control. It is about letting go completely and stepping into the unknown with wild abandon in each moment, into a creative flow of which we do not know the outcome. Without this creative feminine principle, we would have no growth or evolution. We would be stuck in time.

Up to now, our world has been controlled by an out of balance (illusionary) structure that has blocked our true authentic divine creative power. Literally the divine creation within us and our structured world has been fighting with itself. Structure fears the loss of control. This is why we stay in unhealthy situations. It is why entire countries do not stand up for what is right for the whole. We simply do not like change. And this is why the divine feminine creative power has been stunted and demonized.

For anyone (male or female) in a position of power, be it in a global power, down to a simple relationship power struggle, one thing is always true . . . power likes the status quo. It does not like change. It needs control to stay in power. It likes the safety of knowing what it knows. It does not like to let go. It likes to hold on to old programming, history, the past, and sells it as current truth. The unknown is scary to ego based power, as we cannot control what we don't understand. This is an ego driven power to control others and even to control the world.

From May through mid-August 2014, we have been surfing a huge, global, nervous system and heart center upgrade. Did you feel it? We are almost through this powerful, transformational tsunami. We really need a breather! Yes?

An old twisted and quite insane karmic lineage cord is dissolving NOW. The divine creative mother is on her way back. These karmic lineage cords are a twisted misuse of our divine feminine and masculine power. Instead of these powers working together in harmony, they are opposing to each other. We know it has been a male dominated world, but are we at risk to swing to far in the other direction and now demonize the masculine? Both are needed in balance to create the world that we are dreaming of.

To any power structure, the volatile appearing creative energy can seem like a destructive force. And in fact is does destroy. In creating something brand new, we must let go of old paradigms and programs that block any new vision so as to leave space for higher realms of consciousness. All ranges of emotions (negative to positive) are changeable creative forces that have no rules or boundaries. This creative force, that has the profound ability to imagine the great beyond, has been demonized by world powers all the way down to unknowing, well-intended, new age teachers.

But before you give up on me here, see what I have to say. Because if you have wondered why our divine creative feminine power has not fully arrived, and we have not arrived at the place we had intended or expected, these are some of the reasons why . . .

Why have we allowed our relationships to degrade to the place where we can only share a faux and empty positivity while judging those that share their life's challenges and disappointments? We have all but erased the humanness and our feminine creative power out of our relationships. Why is it that we are only acceptable to each other if we share good news? Are we trying to avoid our own pain, losses and disappointments? We have become very alone on an island surrounded by a sea of faux smiling humanity. No wonder the suicide rate is climbing so quickly. Our humanity is disappearing and our support systems are dissolving. It is this very widely believed concept of 100%"positivity that is blocking the very creation that we are working to manifest. We talk about balancing the divine male and feminine, but we will not be able to co-create a holistic, positive world until we can allow the space for each other's dark days as well. These hard places that we go through are life's crow bar that breaks down the old and make way for the new.

I am all for being positive living. It is the way we could live if life on the collective Earth was 100% conscious. (P.S. I know we will get there.) I am inviting you to quit accepting painful and toxic situations in your lives by sugar coating them and saying "It's all good", or it is all "love and light". his has been a huge, socially acceptable way to avoid confronting issues. But is it freeing our souls? Do we feel more supported? Challenges are placed in front of us so we can break free and take another step toward self-mastery. This huge misconception about uncomfortable emotions and situations being bad or un-evolved has to stop. When we avoid any uncomfortable emotion or situation, we block the creative divine feminine principle, and it will slow or even stop our spiritual growth. At the same time, we also tell the universe that we like these situations. And we wonder why we keep getting the same challenges over and over.

When we have negative emotions, we normally try to avoid them by . . . We try to get away from these emotions, we try to fix them instead of feeling it in ourselves, and we try to fix them in others thus invalidating them. We also blame situations for our uncomfortable emotions, we binge eat, we binge watch TV, etc… or anything else that dulls the senses. The truth is most things that we judge as negative emotions are also things that will break us free from patterns and help us grow.

Challenging and painful feelings and emotions are gateways to help us grow into higher beings if we simple pay attention to what they are saying to us. Painful emotions are like spiritual birthing pains, fear, sorrow anger, rage, jealousy, etc... are all great teachers. Painful emotions and feelings are clues that new things are about to be birthed. All you have to do is pay attention, and make your necessary course corrections. These negative emotions also show us where we are out of sync with our ever evolving God presence. So when you find yourself in a painful situation, remember . . . you are creating space for something even better. Also remember this too will pass. The challenges never stay with you. They ebb and flow in our lives like cosmic tides. If you are not being challenged once in a while . . . Check your pulse!

When we have fully embraced our pain, grief, sorrow, etc..., ask what the root of the pain is. Most of the time what you are really hurt about is not what you think. It is not the friend who just "hurt" you, or your mother, or your children, etc.... We usually reach for the Band-Aid to cover-up the pain; but when we go to the root of the pain, we can heal this forever and move on to a lighter way of living.

Notice the painful emotion, and open and embrace the painful emotion or situation. Let it out. Cry about it. Write about it. Share with your brothers and sisters. And most of all, let go of the fear that there will be no end to the pain. If you grieve properly, you may feel the grief is a bottomless pit. But the good news is that the one thing we can always count on in this world is change. So I promise you . . . you will not get stuck in that pain. It will end if you face it full on.

So what we can do each day to balance the male/female within and allow the wild creative force to catapult us into our divine future?

*** Be present, no matter what life is offering you, and own it.
*** Allow, instead of avoid, the de-construction process.
*** Be passionate and creative about how to make necessary course corrections.
*** Allow new structures and perspectives to manifest and solidify.
*** Repeat often as necessary!